Pink elephants and serious conversations
She looked up as the door opened again, expecting another couple to exit with their farewells. To her surprise, he emerged, holding two steaming mugs, attempting to wrestle the door closed with minimal spillage. She watched for a few moments, waiting, then he sighed and held out a mug without looking at her. She took it without a word, drinking as he pulled the door shut and sat on the stoop beside her, nursing his own beverage.
They sat in silence for a few moments, then he broke it. ”Too dull indoors, or do you just enjoy frostbite?”
She looked down, realizing slowly that she couldn’t feel her toes any longer. ”I forgot that I wasn’t wearing shoes.”
He nodded, taking another sip, and waited.
She sighed. ”You need to promise to relax and not run screaming.”
He looked surprised. ”As long as you don’t pull out a rusty knife, I think we’re good.”
She took a deep breath, then it all came spilling out, words tumbling over others in a rush to emerge into the real world. ”I… can’t be serious around you. It’s not that I don’t want to be, but simply that it is a very bad idea. In fact, I need to avoid you.” She waited, watching him from the corner of her eye for any sign of a reaction.
He took another drink, then looked down at his mug. ”Well, when you finished our conversation then practically ran from the room, I figured something was up.”
This was it. Now or never. She set down her mug and angled her body to face him slightly. ”You are a Good Man. You’re witty and smart and wickedly funny, and I see the deeper, more serious parts that you try to hide, too. I feel drawn to your soul, almost compelled to be near you, and that scares me more than a little bit, especially given–” she waved her hand, alluding to their earlier exchange, “everything. It’s not a good idea for me to talk to you, yet when we do I find myself truly enjoying the banter. You keep me on my toes, which is rare among my acquaintances,” she finished with a laugh.
He still stared down at his drink, his mouth unmoving, but his eyes crinkled for a moment.
She shrugged. ”Don’t say anything, don’t try to make me feel better because I don’t feel sad or embarrassed or awkward. I only wanted to tell you because I can only dance around for so long.” She waited a beat. ”And I might’ve overindulged on the egg nog.” Another beat. ”And I told myself that if by some miracle you came out here, I’d be honest with you whether you wanted to hear it or not.”
He finally looked at her, face impassive. ”Well. Thanks for your honesty.”
She grinned. ”Hey, who doesn’t want to hear that they’re compelling? Even though it’s a dead end road,” she finished quietly.
Something flashed across his face, faster than she could identify. ”Dead end? Are you sure you don’t have that knife around here?”
She laughed out loud and bumped his shoulder with her own. ”You know what I mean.”
He finally grinned in return.
She stood, brushing off invisible dirt. ”Well. I need to go drink a lot more. I promised Jessica that I would keep up with her, and she’s really slamming them back.”
He stood, and picked up their empty mugs. ”Oh, one quick thing.”
She looked up at him, realizing suddenly that he stood so close she could feel his body heat, and she forced her automatic hum of approval into a question. ”Mmm?”
“I agree.” His voice sounded gravelly. ”We should stay far apart and keep the banter shallow and witty.” Was he leaning closer?
She swallowed. ”Of course, shallow and witty is my natural state, so that won’t be too difficult for me.” He was telling her to keep away from him. She curled her fingers into fists to keep from reaching out to touch him.
His mouth quirked up in a grin, then suddenly he asked quietly, “Why are you with him?”
She blinked at his sudden desire to confront the elephant in the room. ”Uhm. What?”
He made an impatient gesture, his eyes intent. ”If we’re not going to have a serious conversation after this, then I’m going to ask my deep burning questions now.”
“Well…” she shrugged. ”He loves me. He knows me. He’ll be a good father, good husband. If I don’t have the fireworks and the fiery passionate craziness, that just means I’m a grown-up now, right?” She looked down at her fingers, twisting and clenching over one another.
“So he’s safe.” His voice was flat, a low monotone.
Her head snapped up, eyes angry. ”And?”
“And it’s a copout and you know it! You’re choosing the safe, steady path because you’re too afraid to risk anything, but the whole point of loving someone is that you risk everything, every day, all for that person who makes you so crazy with love and fear and anger that you’re dizzy every time you look at them, and they’re so irresistible to you that you’re practically ‘compelled’ to seek them out using the flimsiest of excuses just so you can be near them for a few blessed hours before parting ways again until the next time.” His voice had steadily risen until he was shouting, hands stabbing the air to make his point.
Her mouth hung open in shock. ”How dare you!”
He suddenly dropped the mugs on the lawn, grabbed her upper arms and yanked her to him, kissing her hard on the mouth and releasing her just as suddenly. ”Stay away from me!” he shouted, and turned to go inside.
She reached out to pull him back, whether to shake him or slap him was undecided, but he turned back and slid his arms around her just as she flung her arms around his neck, and their mouths fused in a desperate kiss, full of anger and longing and frustration and pent-up desire.
When he finally released her, there were tears on her cheeks. He gently touched her jaw with the back of his hand, and said quietly, “Go back inside, you’ll freeze out here.”
Her lips parted for a moment, and she hesitated, about to speak. But he bent down to pick up the forgotten mugs, and she relented, stumbling back inside the house, head whirling.
The Storyteller… chapter 11
A/N: I’ve had a general sketch of where this story should go for a while, but it’s been slow going. It’s picking up a bit now, so I should be posting (somewhat) regular updates. (of course, now that I say that, who knows what’ll happen.) Thanks again for your reviews; they truly make my day!
Chapter 11
Wendy stretched, smiling sleepily, her arms above her head. She’d had such a delicious dream. It had been so difficult to sleep at first, but as she finally dropped off, she could have sworn that someone had been with her, lulling her to sleep with his steady breathing and soft touches to her hair. She slid her hand to the place beside her, only to find that the sheets were cold. Strange, I could’ve sworn…
The doors flew open with the now-typical flourish that preceded Smee’s appearance. She sat up in bed, blinking as he carried in a tray of questionable-looking porridge and a steaming cup of… something. But what caught her attention was the fact that he was accompanied by the Captain, looking as pristine as ever. She was suddenly aware of her tousled hair and the fact that she was clad in only a nightshirt—his shirt. Wendy hesitated, then drew up her chin, refusing to be intimidated by his mere presence.
“Good morning, Red-Handed Jill,” Smee said cheerfully as he placed the tray on the bedside table. “Did you sleep well?”
She smiled gratefully at the friendly pirate, realizing that she was hungry. “Yes, thank you.” She turned to the Captain, and offered a smile in truce. “Thank you, Captain, for the use of your quarters. It was quite kind of you.” And, she realized in surprise, it had been unexpected. Their discussion the night before had certainly raised a few questions in her mind. He’d been polite and courteous to her, while she had been tense and combative. Perhaps she needed to reevaluate both his position and her own.
His expression did not change, although she thought he seemed pleased as he said casually, “Well, we couldn’t place you below with the men; you’d never get out alive.” She flushed slightly, but couldn’t keep a cough of shocked laughter from escaping. His lips twitched in return.
Smee looked as if he were torn between amusement and embarrassment. “Yes, well, we have clothes in the hold that may fit you. When you finish eating, come find me and I’ll help you look through them. They’re not ladies clothes, but you can’t exactly be picky, now, can you.”
She merely nodded, and Smee turned and left the room. The Captain stood in the doorway, avoiding her gaze, looking at a book that he’d selected at random. He seemed uncharacteristically off-kilter, and she wondered where he’d spent the night, and whether he’d slept at all.
“Is there something you forgot, Captain?” she asked sweetly.
He hesitated, staring at the book he’d lifted, then looked up at her. “How long has it been, for you?” She looked so comfortable in his shirt and his bed that he nearly groaned. Why was she sent to torment him so?
She instinctively knew what he meant, and swallowed hard. “Years. Many years.” Much had happened since she’d last been in Neverland.
He looked confused. “Yet you say that I have not aged.”
She blinked. “I don’t recall mentioning such a thing,” she said, willing herself not to turn red. She could not let him know that she had memorized his every characteristic, that she had been so aware of him in her younger days that she’d been able to tell instantly that every line on his face had been the same. Her attention had not changed, either; she was still hyper-sensitive when it came to the Captain.
He relented, surveying her silently for a moment, then said softly, “The men do need a Storyteller, Red. Simple pirating is not enough. It never has been.”
Suspicious of this apparent non sequitur, she nodded wordlessly. He closed the book, put it on the shelf, and left the room without another word.
Wendy bit her lip as she pulled the breakfast tray towards her. A Storyteller was needed, and she just so happened to have thousands hidden, repressed deep inside. Perhaps she could truly become Red-Handed Jill once again. It wouldn’t bring back all of her memories, would it? Some could still stay hidden?
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Wendy made the giant bed, then donned her clothes from yesterday and went to find Smee. She was pleased to discover as she walked that while her wounded leg still throbbed with pain, she was able to get by with a limp. She wouldn’t need a stick to lean on.
Smee took her down to the hold, chattering all the while. As she walked through the ship, she was uncomfortably aware of the many eyes upon her. She wondered if the Captain had made a general announcement about her presence on board, for the eyes did not seem curious, but simply watchful. Some felt rather predatory, however, and she quickened her step behind Smee as he led her to the giant trunks in a corner of the hold.
“Here we are.” Smee groaned with effort as he opened one. An explosion of fabric lay inside, and he began pulling out pieces of clothing, one by one. “We’ve been gathering booty for so long that we never know exactly what we have anymore. We’ve gone through about eight cabin boys, and I’m sure some of them left their old clothes behind, so we’re bound to find something to fit you,” he said kindly.
She pulled aside shirts that looked about her size, and found a few pairs of trousers that could fit. There was so much inside the first trunk that they didn’t need to look inside the second, although Smee insisted upon opening it as well.
As she looked at all of the fabric, an idea came into her head. “Smee,” she asked cautiously. “You say that you and the men never use these clothes?”
“Not to my knowledge, no,” he said, then looked at her curiously. “Why do you ask?”
A slow smile began to cross her face. “Oh, no matter. I need to bring something up with the Captain later.” She got to her feet, stretching out the soreness in her leg, and began to help him put the clothes away. “Tell me, is there anything I can do to help pull my weight around here?”
Smee paused. “Well, you could ask Cookie if he needs help fixin’ the meals. The man’s a master chef but I’m sure more hands won’t hurt. Anything else and you’d be stuck with the men for long periods of time, and that wouldn’t be fun for anyone, least of all you.”
She smiled at Smee even as she fought back a shudder, grateful for his thoughtfulness. “Well, would you show me where to find Cookie?”
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Wendy growled at the full five-gallon buckets she was attempting to drag towards the stairs. The cook hadn’t taken kindly to her intrusion upon his domain, and had relegated the task of water retrieval to her. Of course, the freshwater hold was kept down two flights of stairs; something about the necessary relocation due to dry rot and rat infestation had been muttered as he’d shoved the buckets into her arms and pointed her to the steps. She’d shouldered her burden and marched away, as best she could. It seems the man took a personal dislike to her, and had decided heavy labor would be the best punishment. Had he heard her thoughts on the porridge that morning?
“Men,” she muttered as the bucket sloshed alarmingly. “Too stubborn to know what’s good for them.”
Footsteps sounded down the shadowy corridor, and she fought against the sudden pounding of her heart. She hadn’t seen the Captain since his cryptic words before breakfast, and he was not likely to show his face down here. She forced her breath to slow; she did not like the way her heart leapt at the first sound of boots on the steps. Calm down, Red. He’s a bloodthirsty pirate who may or may not be holding you captive on this boat. Simply because you happen to dream about him in disturbing detail does not mean that reality will comply with your imagination.
Yet she still looked up eagerly as the footsteps drew nearer, only to see an impeccably dressed pirate making his way down the steps towards her.
She waited, shoulders back, eyes focused on the bucket, hoping that the man would simply ignore her and walk by. She moved back into the wall as he approached, giving him ample room to pass her, but he suddenly stopped and looked at her. His immaculate appearance began to fade upon closer inspection; he appeared out of place in the spotless clothes, as if he were playing a part, but felt ill at ease in the material.
His expression, however, was what caused chills to run down her spine; his gaze was fixed upon her and there was a hint of hatred as well as anger and desire on his face. Yellow eyes narrowed as he closed in on her personal space. “Well, if it ain’t the Captain’s newest pet,” he growled, his breath making her gag.
“Please step aside; I need to be on my way,” she said resolutely, but he moved in closer and lifted a hand to trail down the side of her face. She flinched away, but he pressed closer still and chuckled. The hairs on the back of her neck stood on end in sudden premonition.
She tried to push him aside, but he grabbed her forearms and squeezed, making her bones nearly grind together and bringing tears to her eyes from the pain. “Now, now, girlie, I’ve had my eye on you, and you’re going to appreciate it proper, like a good girl should.”
Oh, God, here came the memories. Wife is second to Husband. When will you learn to speak properly to your betters? If I’m going to marry you and take you out of this hovel, you are going to learn some respect! He had appeared so pleasant at first, and her family had liked him. Too bad the most innocent looking sheep often turned out to be the worst kind of wolves.
She shook off the past and focused on the alarming present. “Let me go,” she said firmly, willing the tears in her eyes to disappear even as she wished her voice could be louder.
The pirate laughed. “Why isn’t that charming, she’s trying to tell us what to do.” Fear rose in her as she realized he wasn’t talking to himself, that another man had appeared in the small corridor. Her odds had just gone from bad to worse.
Making up her mind quickly, she flew into action. Twisting her wrist around, she kneed him in the groin and pulled away as he let go and yelled in surprise at the pain. Whirling around, she raced towards the stairs only to find herself falling suddenly. The second pirate had tripped her, and was pulling her backwards by her injured leg. She kicked out desperately, but the first man was stepping over her now and pulling her up by her hair. She gave a strangled cry of pain, but he punched her in the stomach, knocking the wind out of her.
Panic flooded her, and she found herself desperately crying, “No, please stop, not again,” wordlessly as they pushed her against the wall. Help, please help me. The first man grabbed her neck and began steadily squeezing as the world slowly went black.
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The Captain was moving before he realized it, striding, nearly running across the deck of the ship to get down into the hold. His men moved out of his way quickly once they saw the look in his red eyes; they recognized the spectre of death in his gaze.
He couldn’t quite understand the deep-set trepidation that motivated him; he only knew that if he didn’t get somewhere now, something horrible was going to happen. As he raced down the stairs, he heard a yelp, then a thud from the darkened corridor ahead. Another voice cried out, and his blood ran cold. Help, please help me.
Wendy.
aaand a new obsession begins, or How I Lost My Entire Weekend
I caved. I finally read Twilight. All the way through. (for those of you who have been here a while, I attempted to do so back in… February? March? but couldn’t finish because it was mind-numbingly awful of my many social obligations.)
However. A new day breaks, and a new obsession begins.
(Except when I say “obsession,” I mean, you know, a mild sort of amused interest.)
I bring you a new word, guys. ”Lolfan,” defined as those who have read Twilight, understand the insane compulsion to somehow finish the books no matter how bad they get, and can still function in society without beginning a desperate search for “their Edward.” (or comparing their significant others to the aforementioned fictional character.)
“I pretty much made up this word just now to describe the kind of people (i.e., me) who read these books for the sole purpose of snarking on them and yet cannot stop oh God please send help. Levels of affection for the subject matter may vary; macros and icons are often involved. Twatlighters (see below) are a good example of lolfans.”
These are my people! My long-lost tribe, my band of brothers! (I fear, however, that no one will ever share my strange fascination with quoting obscure sections of Henry V. Thanks, Dad.)
But. I still can’t stand Bella. Sorry. I tried. (but blech.)
If you would like to add joy to your life, regardless of your status on the whole “fan” scale, read Growing Up Cullen, in which Edward is characterized as a 40 year old mother on a bad day due to all the other Cullens’ constant crazy-making and poor angsty Edward is all on his lonesome… scrapbooking and listening to Nickelback cds. Nobody understands him, you guys.
(and oh, the late-to-the-party glee I have: there’s more).
…hours of clicking later…
Oh sweet lord of the rings. What have I stumbled clumsily across?
He had reddish, blonde-brown hair that was groomed heterosexually. He looked older than the other boys in the room — maybe not as old as God or my father, but certainly a viable replacement. Imagine if you took every woman’s idea of a hot guy and averaged it out into one man. This was that man.
Nightlight, a Twilight parody.
There goes my entire November. See you guys on the other side.
oh. and yes, I’m going to see Jacob’s abs that movie. but only because my boyfriend’s sister is dragging both of us!
The Storyteller… ch10
Chapter 10
The Captain gathered a few necessities from his cabin, then paused before he left the room. Feeling more than a little foolish, he returned to the bed and plumped the pillows, then began digging in the closet for suitable nightwear for one as small as she. Perhaps one of the women who visited the men had left something behind? Even as he searched for a nightgown, he frowned at the thought of her wearing something that had been worn for such purposes. She should have something untainted.
Caught in a moment of rare indecision, he finally yanked out one of his old, well-worn shirts, and laid it on the bed, then turned and stormed out of the room with his belongings, refusing to look back. He’d already done enough foolish pandering to the girl; if he wasn’t careful, she’d be running the ship before long. It was hard for a Captain to be regarded as bloodthirsty whilst asking a dainty chit if she’d like sugar with her tea.
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Smee opened the door for Wendy, grinning all the while. “Captain’s orders, Red-Handed Jill,” he said cheerfully as he pushed her in.
She took in the scene with one wide look, then whirled, eyes flashing with anger. “I beg your pardon? Surely you are joking.”
Smee raised his eyebrows. “You don’t like it? This is the Captain’s room. There’s nothing better in the whole ship!”
She folded her arms. “I am well aware of the Captain’s tastes. I simply object to being forced to share occupancy.” She knew there had been a spark of attraction, an electric arc connecting them, and something more subtle that bonded their very souls together, but for him to have the audacity to assume that she’d repay his actions on her behalf with her body… well. She had a few things to say about that.
She realized that Smee was laughing so hard that he was clutching the door for support. She assumed her most regal posture and stared at him imperiously. “Is there something I have overlooked?”
The man wiped his eyes and resumed grinning at her nearly maniacally. “Why yes. The Captain ain’t here, is he?”
She looked about, paying special attention to the shadows where he was wont to lurk. “I suppose not.”
Apparently that was her answer, for he blinked at her as if she were slow. “Well, then.” The little man began to walk out of the room, then paused and turned. “The Captain isn’t in the habit of forcing women to his bed,” he added in a confiding tone. “I would’ve thought you’d know that.” Then he closed the door, leaving her gaping after him, uncertain if she were confused, insulted, or simply annoyed.
She finally decided to ignore it, tantalized by the opportunity to look about; it was not every day she was given unrestricted access to the personal chambers of the very man who captivated her so.
The most prominent object in the room was the bed, and she found herself drawn to it relentlessly. It was large enough to sleep three men comfortably, and she forced herself to refrain from thinking about who had shared it with the Captain in the past. That sick feeling in her stomach had nothing to do with jealousy, it was simply a result of fighting with him before dinner.
She forced her concentration back to the bed. The pillows were down, and the sheets were made of silk. Laid out on the end of the bed was a large shirt. Had someone set it out for her? It could fit as a nightgown for her, so she assumed it had been left intentionally. She touched it hesitantly, and found that it was quite soft. It didn’t seem new, instead it looked as if it had been worn often, but it was clean. Had he left her one of his shirts? She found her cheeks flushing at the idea of wearing something of his to bed, especially as well worn as it was.
Wendy blew out a breath in a sigh. “Snap out of it, Jill,” she muttered, and turned her attention to the rest of the room. Unsurprisingly, the walls were lined with bookshelves, and the books did not seem to fit any one genre. Apparently the Captain had varied taste, as she looked over the shelves. She could easily enjoy her time here.
She forced herself to just skim the titles, since she didn’t have official permission to disrupt his belongings. Scattered around the room were various weapons in form of disrepair; it looked as though he was in the habit of mending his own artillery. On his desk lay a rather detailed sketch of the inner workings of new machinery, alongside a book on philosophy. He seemed to be rather more complex than she had first imagined.
She smiled as she looked back at the bed. As grand gestures went, allowing her his room certainly fit the bill. She wondered if he knew that she’d have trouble sleeping in his bed.
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Wendy sat up again, and pounded her pillow in frustration. She kept rehashing her earlier argument with the Captain, and retorts were cycling through her mind. He had brought up valid points; she had thought him a villain, so he had acted like one. Had he truly been ready to kill them? When he had forced her to tell Peter’s story, he had seemed so tormented, driven by a frustration that ran deeper than a mere boy’s game.
And when they had been arguing, she’d felt… something from him. When he’d accused her of orchestrating the story to her own happy ending, she could’ve sworn that he was feeling pain so fierce that she nearly gasped aloud at the sharpness of the ache. And she’d caught a glimpse of a memory of herself and Peter, dancing on air together. Her face had been suffused with light, joy and hope shining in her eyes as she gazed at the Boy Who Would Never Grow Up, even as she wished he would. Had the Captain seen them together?
She groaned aloud, and turned over again. She was never going to fall asleep.
It was his fault, really. His very presence surrounded her; she was trying to sleep in his bed, wearing one of his shirts, and yet she was trying not to think of him. It was hopeless.
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The Captain puffed his cigar in the library, purposefully thinking of nothing, concentrating on keeping his mind free from the clutter of memories and emotions. So far, he’d been able to keep from thinking of her a grand total of–he checked his pocket-watch again. Seventy-two seconds.
He gave up, and began pacing. She’d been genuinely upset when he’d accused her of manipulating the story. Had she truly been unaware of her power? She’d seemed so fierce in her defense that he wondered if she knew the power she carried even now. She still seemed constrained, limited. As if there was a part of her that held on tightly to control, no matter what. The only time he’d seen that control flicker had been when he’d discovered the bruises on her arms.
He frowned to himself, lost in thought. Those bruises had been mottled blue and green, showing signs of nearly healed skin, instead of freshly inflicted injuries. She had received the blisters on her hands here, but not the bruises. Where, then? And who was so bold as to inflict pain upon her?
When he thought about it, her pain threshold was quite high. She’d been bleeding profusely and had been knocked around quite a bit, but hadn’t cried, or whined about her injuries. She had only objected when he treated her as inferior to him.
What was in her past that she was so unwilling to allow him to probe?
He stomped down to Smee’s room. Since he gave up his quarters for Red, he had kicked Smee out of his room instead. He was a gentleman, but he was not about to sleep in the common area with the rest of the men. As Captain, he needed to maintain an air of superiority as well as fear, and both were rather difficult when the men discovered you snoring in a hammock in the galley.
He took off the harness for his hook, groaning as the weight came off. It was a helpful contraption, but difficult to bear at times. The leather strap chafed, so he had taken to smearing the pulp of an aloe vera plant on his skin where it bled. Chief Tiger Lillie had shown him that useful trick; too bad she hadn’t given him an extra arm to reach his back where it truly hurt.
He lay down on the lumpy mattress, grumbling at the courtesy which had necessitated giving up his own soft bed. The little chit should be grateful to him; if she was not, he toyed with the idea of forcing her to bunk with the men, but quickly cast it aside. Even he was not that cruel.
He sighed, and closed his eyes once more, his mind returning to her as if by default. He was not unwilling, this time, and indulged himself by wondering absently what she dreamed. He slowly drifted to sleep, with the scent of lavender surrounding him and a small hand on his chest. He touched her hair hazily and sighed with contentment as sleep took him.
Do You Believe In Magic? by the Lovin’ Spoonful
Logan watched with a half smile as Marie twirled on the deck, throwing her hands out and laughing with sheer joy. He knew it had been a good idea to set up the outdoor sound system. She felt claustrophobic inside, around so many people that she could never touch, but when she was outside, she feel freer.
He’d come across music he knew she’d love, and hadn’t been able to rest until he’d figured out a way to get the outdoor deck rigged for stereo sound. He’d left her a note, telling her to go outside, that there was a gift waiting for her, and had sat back to watch the show.
She had known instantly that it was his way of telling her that she’d be okay, no matter what. She began dancing as soon as the music had filled the air, feeling the glee in her soul bubble up until it spilled out of her in the form of laughter. She would be okay. She might not be able to touch people, but there were ways of connecting that didn’t involve skin. Logan had cared enough to show her.
Beautiful, by Akon (and co.)
Hotch pushed his way through the crowd of people, finally reaching the front of the line. The bouncer recognized him with an easy grin and moved aside to let him pass. The club greeted him with pounding bass and smooth vocals, and hundreds of people on the dance floor. How on earth was he going to find her?
He started to head to the bar for a drink, but then people moved aside and he caught sight of her. His breath caught in his throat and he forced himself to swallow, hard. She was wearing… something incredible. Her shoulders were bare, her hair was pulled up to highlight the curve of her shoulder.
He found himself pulled towards her until he stood before her, just watching her dance. Her eyes were closed as she moved in rhythm with the music, and he realized that he was moving as well. The crowd pushed him closer to her until he was pressed against her back, moving with her. She smelled incredible, and he’d never found it harder to keep from sealing his mouth to her collarbone.
She suddenly turned in his arms to face him, and opened her eyes to smile up at him. She didn’t seem that surprised to see him dancing with her, and instead grabbed his hands to place them low on her hips. He grinned down at her in return, and saw her nostrils flare and her pupils dilate in reaction. He knew he didn’t smile all that often, but if this was the effect it had, he’d be sure to do it more around her.
She moved even closer, flicking her tongue out to lick her lips in response, and he groaned. He couldn’t help himself, he’d kept his distance for long enough. One hand slid up to the back of her head, pulling her mouth up to his, while his other hand slid around to the small of her back, pressing her even closer. As their lips finally met, he knew that kissing Emily was what he needed to be doing for the rest of his life.
Forgive Me, by Leona Lewis
She slammed the shot back and put the lime in her mouth, sucking hard to keep the shudder at bay. She normally hated tequila, but tonight was an exception. It was either get drunk, or call her best friend for the eighth time after finding him in bed with another girl, and she knew she didn’t want that on top of everything else. She’d only get a chorus of “I told you so” and “When are you going to leave him?”
For the thousandth time she wondered why she stayed with him. He didn’t care about her, that much she knew. He’d strayed numerous times, but she hadn’t ended it because she held on due to some form of misguided loyalty.
Suddenly her eye caught a stare. Tall, Dark and Handsome was standing at the other end of the bar, watching her thoughtfully as she called out for another shot. She turned back to watch the bartender pour her sixth… eighth… shot of tequila, but spicy cologne interfered before she could throw it back. He was leaning against the bar beside her, a faint frown on his face. “Are you sure you want to do that?” he asked quietly.
She felt irked. She’d been just about ready to stop, but now that he said that, she was determined. Raising a brow at him, she grabbed his hand, licked it, and shook some salt onto him. He didn’t move, and she thought he might’ve been holding his breath. She raised his hand to her mouth, licked the salt off in a smooth swipe, slammed the shot back, then grabbed the lapels of his jacket and pulled him down to meet her mouth.
As his lips closed over hers, she spared a thought for the cheating bastard. I’m not sorry, baby.
By The Way That They Dance, by Jump Little Children
She recognized the song instantly, and looked over at him, hoping that he wouldn’t get awkward and want to leave. Instead, a slow grin slid across his face, and she couldn’t help but melt a little inside again. He reached for her, and she moved wordlessly into his arms. He began swaying her gently, singing along with the words as they rocked back and forth. Her heart constricted when he sang the chorus; they hadn’t said anything to one another, even though she knew that she loved him. Determined to keep from over-analyzing, she rested her head against his jaw and listened to his bass voice rumble soothingly. Who knew that Mac would turn out to be such a good singer?
Her eye caught Danny’s from across the room, and she was pleased to see him grinning at them from Aiden’s side. There had been interest at first, but then the infamous power outage had occurred. Spending time with Mac in a deserted lab, unable to get out for sixteen hours had certainly been interesting. And it had worked out for the best, given the way his hand had slid possessively down to the small of her back, fingers just barely touching the curve of her ass.
Mac suddenly spun her out smoothly to let her twirl on the floor before pulling her back into his arms once again. She laughed up at him, loving the way his blue eyes twinkled down at her before he leaned down to press a kiss against her temple. He wasn’t normally big on PDA, which made her breath catch at his action.
As the music slowly ended, he actually bowed to her, prompting a curtsy in return. He kissed her hand, then said lowly, “Let’s get out of here.” Lindsay laughed, nodded and grabbed her coat.
Dirty Little Secret, by All-American Rejects
He slammed her against the wall, mouth fused to hers. She gave a short laugh as she pushed his jacket off quickly, pulling away long enough to yank his t-shirt over his head. When his hands crept up her shirt, pulling her blouse with it, she shivered. No matter how many times they ended up in this position, it felt as intense and wildly hot as the first time they’d crashed together in a furious tangling of tongues and limbs.
A door slammed in the distance, and she jumped. He shook his head in wordless response and sealed his mouth to her collarbone as she worked on his belt buckle. They were keeping their relationship under wraps; the response would be too wildly difficult to gauge, and they had too much going on at the moment. Instead they jumped one another each opportunity they got.
But when the footsteps drew closer, and Danny called, “Stella? Hawkes?” they reluctantly pulled apart and began dressing once more. He muttered, “My place, after work,” and kissed her jaw before walking swiftly to the exit to distract Danny so she could escape.
Stella laughed to herself and shook her head. As crazy as this was, she wouldn’t change it for the world.
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A/N: I have no idea where this came from; I had intended to take it in a completely different direction. But apparently I think that Stella and Hawkes belong together. (from CSI: New York, in case you didn’t know)
Your Song, by Elton John
He grinned, and tapped his pen against his teeth. If his brother could see him now, he’d get the wedgie from Hell. He was acting like a crack-addict around this girl, but he didn’t care. She made him want to create extravagant things. She made every single cliché come to life. God help him, he actually wanted to lasso the moon!
But he was resigned to giving her what he could, which was why he was working furiously at three in the morning. Most writers, when bitten by the bug of romance, would write poems, or a song, or even a short story. Instead, he was trying to become the next Dostoyevsky, and pound out a six-hundred-page novel in a short time. If he could put the story in his head onto paper, he knew, he just knew that it would sell.
With the money from his manuscript, he’d be able to afford a ring. Hopefully his book would make decent sales, and they’d be able to put a down payment on a house… He laughed at himself, and forced his thoughts back into the world he was attempting to create. It was amazing, what man would do for the love of a woman.
