in shock
Discovered several things this weekend.
1) My best friend lied to me. Also she likes to share my deepest, darkest secrets with other people.
2) He already knows my deepest, darkest secret. (and let’s be honest; I hadn’t decided if I was ever going to even tell him. I was actually leaning towards the deathbed confession-type scenario.)
3) He knew this about me before we started dating. Before. And yet he still pursued me.
4) He loves me. Me. With the deep, dark secret and everything.
5) I am completely, totally, head-over-heels with the most wonderful, amazing, perfect-for-me guy in the world.
6) I am going to marry that man.
So I’m sorry; I haven’t done much more writing. I’ll post what I have in a day or so, but it’s very rough-draft type material.